Anxiety Disorder sucks

Hey guys!

So, basically this week has been rough.. As some of you may know ( if you follow me on twitter or read my other blog)  I suffer from an anxiety disorder.

For those who don't know anxiety is a mental illness and honestly it sucks. It means that you're confined to fear and you feel like your stuck in a worry cloud of your biggest fears and you can't get out. People with an anxiety disorder can also suffer from 'Panic Attacks' when I say panic attacks I mean like:

- Not being able to breathe in a normal steady pace.
- shivering
- cold feeling
- claustrophobia
- glued to the spot
Yeah.. Not great..
Please don't comment below " Everyone has anxiety every now and again, just get over it!" Coming from experience you can't get over an 'ANXIETY DISORDER' its a totally different thing...

This week I've been involved in a production and my anxiety has been playing up BIG TIME! It just really upset me that my anxiety stops me from doing the things that I love doing.. and the last few weeks have just been really tough and I'm just getting really worked up and down about it even though there's nothing I can do about it.

Do any of you guys suffer from an  anxiety disorder? If you do message me on twitter or comment below how you deal with it? Any tips or suggestions I could try?

Sorry for the lack of posts.. I guess this is like a catch-up blog post. I just haven't really been up to writing any posts or anything :( 😦 Promise I'll try to post more! ❤

Thanks again, love you guys soooo much!❤

I'm.. New at this...

Hi! 
My name is Lennypez and i currently live in telford. I have resently started a youtube channel and am trying to get used to blogging frequently. My Twitter account is @1D_Forever_Girl and will hopefully be making a new one for my YouTube account. 
So I guess i've start with the facts. 

I'm a 15 year old girl and am currently studying at Phoenix Academy (Uk) I live with both of my parents and my younger brother. I suffer from an Anxiety Disorder and a Social Disorder. I make Youtube video's of my singing and do normal youtube challenges Etc. I also do Vlogs when i'm on holiday or just doing something interesting that you guys might be interested in.  I'll upload Blogs every week or maybe more depending on how much coursework Etc i have. :) 



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